i-eat-stars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- santa bring him. you gave me a birthday kiss on the cheek saturday night because i know you know you're not gonna be around for the real thing...the real birthday. and it hurt so much to have you sitting there in my front room not even trying to grab me or hold me or anything at all because you have a girlfriend now - and this time you wanna keep her. this one you really like. [god i wish it was me.] so i got soooo wasted trying to numb the pain of you and it ended up being the best night of my life. [without you there of course.] i had my three best friends with me and i know now that i have some of the best friends in the world. it feels great. [that is until they treat me like crap again.] baby i just want one more day with you. just to have some way to heal. some way to close what we have. i just want one day to say everything i've ever wanted to say and one more day for you to hold me. thats all i want for christmas - is one more day with you. [preferably on christmas.] santa bring my boy back to me. xoxo. nine : twenty-eight pm - fifteen december 03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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