i-eat-stars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the hole. i used to think i was a princess. a girl who had everything. but nothing at the same time. and i used to be afraid of the little things, but now everything seems so much more scarier. [its all because of you.] i used to think i would be better. i would never let myself hurt. i used to think my life was going to be easy. i wasn't going to fall like all the others have. but i was wrong. and i chose to fall. because it felt right. now i'm broken into a million pieces. broken like glass. broken like a mirror. [i dont even see my reflection anymore.] i've been hiding. pushing everything that has been hurting aside. it wasn't important anymore. not after the way you made me feel. i thought i had to change. my problems weren't anything. i felt like this was it. i was going to be stuck like this forever. i'm falling deeper and deeper into the hole that i've been digging for myself. and i never thought i would ever let this happen. xoxo. nine : thirty-one pm - ten september 03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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